Myrawr<3

2008-01-27T19:12:00.000+08:00

relink me thks :D . www.you-somekinda-suicidalmoth.blogspot.com

2008-01-11T22:30:00.000+08:00

Hello, have been really busy with school and stuffs, most probably updating everyweek. Here's a simple video on how naughty rachel giam is. She's talking to her mom over the phone. Can you believe it? The small timid girl which is afraid to speak up is actually like this? Amazing. Though most ppl already know how she is like.. This is just for fun alright? I took this video so its therefore copyrighted by meee :D They take damn long to process the video laa. Lizzie played a mean trick on me lal right? She sent me this sms that read : I cant hide this from you anymore. I don't want to hurt you and i feel its best i tell you, before you hear it from someone else, *scroll down scroll down* Prata price increased by 10 cent. Right..so it hurt my feelings damn bad all right, cheat my feelings. Lizzie is so mean. So the video is out and upside down, lets just admit that i have absolutely no potential in film making/ taking. :D Enjoy.

2008-01-01T18:40:00.000+08:00

Ｄｏｎ＇ｔ　ａｓｋ　ｍｅ　ｗｈｙ　ｉ　ｎｅｖｅｒ　ｕｐｌｏａｄ　ｔｈｏｓｅ　ｐｉｃｔｕｒｅｓ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｍｅ　ｉｎ　ｉｔ；　ｉ　ｃｏｕｌｄ　ｂａｒｅｌｙ　ｐｒｅｓｓ　ｔｈｅ　ｂｕｔｔｏｎｓ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｍｙ　ｇｌｏｖｅｓ

2008-01-01T18:04:00.000+08:00

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2007-12-16T21:13:00.000+08:00

This is enough, and its seriously getting onto my nerves. Yeah, you werent being that much of a friend either. Thanks alot. ^^ Stop going all, you suddenly became so cold to me. Face it, you've had changed and yeah, its disgusting. Lets just get over with it. This isnt the first time anyway. How much of a friend were you being to me and how much am i worth to you?

Hello, Tan Ningzhen is back she's already looking cheena and now she's speaking cheena. She absolutely must change. Today i bet this super screwed up asshole. Puh-leese you were over my limits and i was being really really really nicee. :D And normally i don't lose my temper over such.

& Which side are you on?

2007-12-14T19:18:00.001+08:00

Ok. Charmarn is damn hot. I miss tan ningzhen D:

Isnt this just the hottest?!

& i can't help but feel like a hero.

2007-12-05T12:55:00.000+08:00

Today's training wasnt that bad, we were giving english names to coaches. Bobby-penglaoshi, Bonnie- Zhanglaoshi(F), Patrick- Zhangbutan, Xinlaoshi-??, Steward- the fat teacher. AND NINGZHEN IS CALLED WALNUT. :D I'm supposed to start packing for the china trip tonight, and ningzhen whom is leaving this coming monday has not. Hey ning, here's some advice. Better start packing or you might just forget to bring your underwear there. So yeah, i'm getting new specs and i can't believed that my degree increased, it wasn't so huge an increase but well.. an increase is an increase. I'm really in love with hero/heroine by boys like girls. They are so hot! Lunch is here so i'm stopping. :D

&I've got my hands in my pocket and head in a cloud

2007-12-04T14:07:00.000+08:00

O_O I suffered my first major freak accident on the trampoline in the whole entire of my history. GAWD. Luckily nothing is broken or i'm swearing that i'm never stepping into that place again. I've been wondering that many ppl have been wanting black skinnys. I kinda have a vague idea of what it looks like and what it is? Its for skinny ppl right? Not sure, somehow i have a feeling that charmarn will look good in them. There's training tomorrow, and i got my floor routine today? Nah its like half, And i SWEAR that i cannot dance. Not even alitte, not even for a million dollars or for nuts. I bet the teacher must be having a tough time to get a suitable routine for someone like me. Ahaaha :D

& you caught me off guard, now i'm running and screaming.
I saw one of my wildest dream coming true and not one
involving you.

2007-12-02T11:58:00.000+08:00

Gawd. Dammit. She has forgotten about me D: What the hell?! I'm bored and i wanna go out. Sad case, but i think i'm broke. Have gotta wait for my allowance . LMAO. School hols is such boring days that it pisses me off.

&I want to push you around and down.
Don't just stand there, say nice things to me.
I've been cheated, i've been hurt.
And you don't know me, i can't change.
I won't do anything at all.

Self-denial is a game
so strange i never would've
wanted till there was you.
cause i have learned that love
is beyondwhat human can imagine,
the more it clears the
more i have to let you go.
That's why i don't understand
why its hurting so badly
when it was
all my idea.
I'm painfully selfish.
.

2007-12-01T15:36:00.001+08:00

I realised that i didn't love primary school that much. You could say i didn't stand out alot. And the school's enviroment doesn't suit me.

I'm getting high on emo songs. I don't know why, but i feel funny. What else can i say?!

2007-11-29T17:24:00.000+08:00

Have you ever been told to not have too many regrets in your life? Yeah, and i'm having regrets every morning. Wondering what made me go for training. Oh well... nothing i can do about it.

Ahhh, i'm outdated. OFFICIALLY OUTDATED. Someone freaking needs to put me back on track. I'm listening to songs that are....those that people are over. Desperately need to go out. Seriously, havent been out for pretty quite awhile. There's nothing i have to say, even if there was; it has already vanished.

&Your the soundtrack of my summer.

2007-11-28T16:41:00.000+08:00

Holidays sucks. Now and then, i will wonder why i wanted the holidays to hurry up and come when i was in school. Gah, this sucks. There isn't anything to do. The past too animes that i have been watching is so depressing, how depressing?! it made me cry. Ahaaaha if i make any typo errors it aint my fault caue* i'm trying to practice typing with my eyes close. Ok, get ready i'im going to open my eyes. Amazing! The only word i typed wrongly is cause*. Oh well, at training i got this song stucked in my head and the only sentence that i could remember in the song was: my love could get you home. Nice song, i remembered hearing it in an anime, yeah one of the depressing shows. I"m going to try to find the song. Taa

Now, lets compare the difference between nana the movie and the anime.
Anime
Hachi(nana)- funny eyes.
Nana- hotstuff
Baldy- i don't think there would be much of a difference.
Nobu- Hot.
Shin- Hot.
Reira- Cute
takumi- eww, you're just damn gross.
Ren- You fit nana.
Blonde- Ok, your cute, just like hachi.

Movie.
Hachi(nana)- You look damn much better than the anime
Nana- You look funny.
Baldy- Your still bald.
Nobu- eww you look fat.
Shin- your hair looks bloody fake.
Reira- actually i didn't much like those bangs in the anime.
Takumi- like i said, your just gross.
Ren- Eww, how did you turn out like this?!
Blonde- i didn't take much notice of you.

2007-11-26T17:50:00.000+08:00

You must have been wondering why i have not been posting, well thats cause there's nothing to post about. What can i post about 3 hours of boring training with the same usual routine for the every other day. Monday, wednesday, friday-artistic. Well, yeah the rest is trampoline. Except for sunday. How am i going for training on sunday?! You want me to die from exhausation. Oh well, YEAH I HAVE GOT TO DRAG MY ASS TO TRAINING THIS SUNDAY. So that i can do vault into the pit. Yeah yeah yeah. Hmm, i'm seriously starting to reconsider if i should go for training tomorrow. I promised the teacher that i would be sick tomorrow-well i had better to. Its all in the mind, physcological. However you spell it. Ningzhen, the problematic, fuddy, annoying etcetc girl has butt ache, head ache her nose blockage crap that caused her to awake till 12 yesterday has somehow appeal to her horrible training results today. I'm gonna kick her ass. With her giving me the excuse that her butt is sacred. Phew i accidentally deleted my post but Blogger saved it. What a bad lie, and i said that i have nothing to post about. Oh well....

2007-11-22T20:21:00.000+08:00

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WTHWTH?! THIS SUCKS. 294 294 294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294 294294

THE SCORE IS 294?! I CAN'T FREAKING BELIEVE THIS. I'M JEALOUS. JEALOUS JEALOUS. THIS SUCKS! Ok..maybe i'm in a bad mood cause of the shitty ending for the anime series NANA. I mean what kinda show would end with the main character have 3 men after coming to tokyo, marrying a celeb who doesnt even love her and in the end the celeb ditched her and she sort of became les?! And she went out with her les's collegue because her les partner married. WTHWTH?!

2007-11-13T20:36:00.000+08:00

Hellooooo :D I bet noone is reading. WOOTS. I dont give it a damn. Ningzhens current favourite words. At chalets gallery. Free internet connection so i'm sort of updating. Hahaa right? Took loads of pictures so will upload them somewhat around tomorrow. Ok. Lets hope the "YOU" dont read this. Thanks alot for not coming. I love you. RIGHTT so ningzhen read noone as noon. Oh well noone cares. I'm going china trip. Yay. Who wants to roommate me? I'm going to get Ningzhen a flowery dress over there. Some cheapskate dress that will drop right off when someon steps on the hem. Alexias on raping spree.

&All those lies you denied. Go shit man.

2007-10-31T20:00:00.000+08:00

1. Ningzhen has a bird in her brain.
2. Alexia sim is a quack.
3. Training somehow turned out fine.

:D ALEXIA SIM, IF YOU WANT ME TO GIVE YOU YOUR BIRTHDAY PRESENT, YOU HAD BETTER TO STAY OVER. Ok, i'm so demanding. Cant help but getting things done my way. Resembles someone doesnt it?! Its kinda going to be a busy weekend. Lets see.. i'm going carolyn's house tomorrow, i suppose. After my training at around 3. Friday- hmm. Maybe i'm going out with Sherilyn and susu to arcade. WOOTs. Long time no see, yo. Missing you guys already. Wonder how am i going to survive. Thats not really the weekends but who cares. :D I'm kinda bored now. Must BUY The sims2 extension pack and then i would start dao-ing everyone on msn unintentionally. I love alexia sim alright?! She's such a quack. Start thinking of her face and just start giggling. Works wonderfully. Alright short post turned rather long.

&this pain doesnt seem to end

Tag replies:
sherri-lynn/♥: Love you:D
nat`: Hello dear.
whie: Why?! I wonder why. Been asking myself that the whole of my life.
Niki: Hey niki. Yeah i have gotten braces and they are cool.
JESLYN(:: Hellooo darling. Yay you found my blog. Really?! I didnt know that they belonged to a song.
Debdeb: Nope, Myra's not chio. She's hot. xD Add in ego too.
JING: Hello honey. Yeah sy cut her fringe, she does look fab in real life. . . .
Alexia: YOU QUACK! I'm online now AND i'm QUITTING. Where are you when i'm online. You quack. I miss you :(
Charmarn: I LOVE YOU LOADS AND LOADS. Stop making me repeat it over again and again. You already know that i love you:D

2007-10-28T11:17:00.001+08:00

I'm only retarded and behaving like idiot when you guys are there with me. I love you guys loads

2007-10-28T10:47:00.000+08:00

To Lizzie and Charmaine <3 Susu; sherilyn and Carolyn.

You are the friend that
i know i can act as a complete idiot with.
And no matter what
you will stand there laughing with me.

You are the friend that i can get completely mad at
and then you stand there with a funny face
completely ignoring the fact that i was mad at you
and just burst out laughing.

You are the friend that i can trust with everything
There isnt a thing in the world that i would doubt
telling you that i completely and absolutely
trust you with all my heart.

You are the friend that has been
through tough time
with me, but come out
standing strong.

You are the friend that
always tries to help me.
And you know what?
You are my Best friend. :D

To the whole of 1GR'07

It takes more that caring
To be a real friend
The nature of friendship;
requires a blend
of warm compassion
and love, deep and true.
To reach and comfort
the way that you do.
Because i can see that
your kind of friendship
to me,
is priceless.

Love you guys loads<3 Class moto: Don't play play :D

2007-10-26T22:32:00.000+08:00

Fine. I have not been updating. Yeah, you can tell by looking at the date of my last post. And i was having a really bad day yesterday. So...ok. TAN NINGZHEN's neck turned 360 and she's putting on this neck braces which looks like some extra piece of fat/flesh. Like as though her head shrinked into her body?! Oh kidding, I wont be so mean. Everyone is getting injured. Whats the big idea? We just somehow got accident-proned. Yikes, i banged my heels again for the unpteem time. Ok. Countless times, that its hurting much worse than the other day. Eeeks my mother is watching ghost whisperer. I'm afraid of those kind of shows; NIGHTMARE. STAY AWAY! Oh yeah. Dang. I have forgotten what i had wanted to say now. Skipping training tomorrow. What a miracle?! Once in awhile its okay ;D Cant tire myself out now, nah-uh its just the beginning of the holidays and the start of tuitions. NOOOOO. :D ok See ya. Bye

&I am left speechless?!

2007-10-11T19:46:00.000+08:00

fucckkk offff: whoever you are i find you the most DISGUSTING girl ever known bloody ****ing chi bye i pity all the sc ppl that have to see your FACE everyday. HAR. SCGS!! POOR YOU
11 Oct 07, 10:17.: DISGUSTING
11 Oct 07, 10:15.: YOU THINK YOU ARE SOO GOOD DON'T YOU
11 Oct 07, 10:15.: B I T C H
11 Oct 07, 10:15.: *****
11 Oct 07, 10:15.: WHORE

^^ tag reply.
Sorry for being such a whore, bitch, *****, digusting and bloody ****ing chi bye. WHATEVER MAN. Loser. Go on pity all those sc ppl that have to see my FACE everyday. I love tortures, they are cool. Seriously, your such a coward; dont ever have the courage to put up your name and scold me openly. Are you from scgs? Poor me! Poor scgs! Scums like you were bred there? Are you sure? If your not, wow. What kind of sch made you like this?! Need a personality check. Make better use of your time, stop coming here if you dont like me. I dont need tags from cowardly scums like you. Really need to scold me? Conditions applied. Leave your name there; give it your best shot and leave. Dude, scolding me doesnt make you smarter nor will it change me. Cant help the way i'm born like this. You dont like me; what makes you think i actually do like you? This is MY blog. Yeah! You just said what you needed to do- fuck off. For once, i agree. You need to fuck off. Let me simplify it. You need to press alt f4. Alt is at the bottom of your keyboard and f4 at the top. ^^ Enjoy your holidays and dont come back again. I will be soo grateful. Coward, Scum. Byeee

2007-10-04T20:12:00.000+08:00

Omgg i submitted a skin for blogskins. Haaaha. Ok math test was gayy and practically homo. The more i think of it; the more i feel insecured and unsure about my results. Language papers tomorrow and that will be the last of it this year. I'm getting into hyper mode now. I'm practically acting as though as the exmas has ended. Oh; how i cant wait for time to pass faster. The torture is almost unbearable. There's training tomorrow and it occupies my whole afternoon then i will go to the dentist after that. Sigh, all the busy days after the exams. The rush of life. OMG. I'm just feeling a sense of fear instilled in me. Why??!! My honey alexia is finally online. Haaaaaaha; gawd i'm going nuts. OK i think i'm going to get some rest. byee

2007-10-03T18:05:00.000+08:00

Crap. Maths and i dont know whats intergers or whatever they are and gradient. Ahh someone teach me graph. And tomorrow who can lend me graph paper. Shyt man. Teach meeeee T_T. Todays compo and i wrote about secrets. I bet the teacher is like going to write remarks like nice storyline but the plot didnt develop that well. I didnt use those "strong words" blah blah. Haaaha i used the fairy cube manga storyline and started off super dramatically.
" I trusted you, i really did. Even if those were just lies, even if your nickname was "liar ian" . I have come back to a place which seems so distant yet so familiar. Many things have changed, the roads, the building and most of all the people." First paragrah. ahahaaa. Dont bother about asking about the second paragraph its about being abused by my "mother". " I remembered vividly the last sentence you said to me before i left this place. Three words, I hate you. Refusing to say anything else more. I was shocked and stunned with absolutely no idea why those words were directed at me."
Ian told me his most precious secret and i told him mine. Those lovely secrets which i hold dear to my heart. I believed in him, i really did. We shared a secret world, a private world which no one else could invade. I missed those happy times together, those times which became unwanted memories for Ian."
"I wanted to take a walk around this place. The place which was so dear to me. I came across a tree something which stirred up a deep feeling within me. A tree which buries a large bottle, containing our memories together, our little secrets. The soil looked lose so i attempted to dig it, determine to find that bottle. The cap of the bottle soon surfaced. I poured out those little slips of notes, notes which contains those immature scriblings i had when i was a little child. There was an extra entry added to it . A long note to me."
"It read: I'm sorry, Rin(my "name") I really am. I dont hate you at all. I could not forgive myself for uttering those words at that time. Those fairies thing that i told you which i said i could see was just lies and illusions but i'm really glad that you believed me. Nobody had ever said those to me. It was my own parents who gave me that nickname " liar ian" They both hated me. I killed my own sister, if only that day i did not ask her to bring me out. She died while trying to save me. I was devastated. You must have been wondering why i befriended you in the first place. I was unsociable, but the first time i set my eyes on you, 8th of september. I told myself that it was impossible, you resembled my late sister. The resemblance was uncanny. I didnt meant those words i said to you, the three hateful words. I'm dying and luckily, you were moving away. You are something i hold dearest to my heart and i do not wish to hurt you in anyway. This is my biggest secret, i love you. Thank you."
This was Ian's biggest and final secret to me. Ian died of cancer. I commemorated the day which i found those letters, 8th of september."

I'm going to fail. Hahaaaha hope not. Please dont critise my piece, thankyou. >.<> Its crappily written, not one of my best piece hahaaa.
& I dont want to be a fool crying over you

2007-10-02T19:59:00.000+08:00

Yay new blogskin. Todays geog test was ._. and theres science test tomorrow. Kind of feeling quite confident. Haaaha, 3 more days and exams are going to be over. I'm going for tuition later which is really soon. Waiting for tuition teacher to come. I dont know what to do next week. :x Guess you wont know what i mean by that sentence, ahaa. My braces wire is poking! ahh ahhh pain pain. Nobody will be reading my blog; exams are here and PSLE starts tomorrow. Good luck all p6-ians and All the best alexia and adeela. Go scgs okayy?! If not, i wont forgive you! Joking joking. Love you guys. bbye

2007-10-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

Damn la. Todays history and lit quite easy. But still kinda unsure if i could do well. I'm quite determined to study damn hard next year and to enter that exam room with pride and confidence. Sounds rather hard for a person like me but i must perserve. Ahhhhh, got to give up alot of things but its gonna be worth the time. Learn to like studying and start changing my mindset to saying that studying is Fun. Tomorrow is geog. Dang. I'm a little freak. Ahhh, like i really do not like geog and i dont understand mrs swati lessons. Ms nat cheong please come back. Just got scolded for forgetting about putting the chinese dictionary into my bag this afternoon by my mother. Crap, accidentally press ctrl then the whole window closed. Luckily blogger helped me save the post. ahaaaha :D I'm so unsure of myself now. When i think of what i'm going to be when i grow up, the road seems so curved that you dont know if your just going to walk into a dead end or get knocked down halfway. I need helppp . Oh great. I'm going back to 'mug' for geog which is completely hopeless. my _______ color is niceee . :D:D

& I fell in love because i was told to dream.

2007-09-30T21:31:00.000+08:00

ZOMG. I WAS WATCHING JIGOKU SHOUJU. Ahh its damn niceee and at the same time real freaky. Hahahaa I went to eat sushi and now my stomach is burssting D: Overate. Training was sooo tiring. 20 giants blah blah blah. I'm gonna suffer next fri when i go for training cause i will major deprove due to lack of training. Dammit man. Ok i'm going back to my show andand going to sleep. History and lit tests tmr. Jiayouu

2007-09-29T18:11:00.000+08:00

I cant concentrate and i cant wait for the freaking exams to be freaking over!! AHHHH . Damn man. Havent been blocking, no time i suppose? OMG she's such a retard and i cant stand her :x shhh not going to say who. She may be reading this post then again maybe not. I've found my latest obsession! LOLLIPOPS. Hahaaa. Opps damn hungry now. Damn. Forgotten what i wanted to say. OHOH i remember. I changed braces color. Silver and babyblue sooo nice. Ok gtg. bye

2007-09-23T09:30:00.000+08:00

Haha As requested by alexia. Hahaa i was webcaming with yesterday and that retardd doesnt want to show me her face. Ahh that asshole, even after i dao her... SHE'S JUST RETARDED. I just realised a new good show. :D:D Its called monster princess and its not bad; really funny. :D:D Ok i was like online the whole of yesterday trying to study but could not concentrate. Haahaa, then right...ermm Joel wong tried to cousel me?! Or rather introduce lizzie as my couseller?! Wont work ppl; wont work. Haahaa

& i will smack you; that is if i ever find you :D

2007-09-21T19:58:00.000+08:00

AHHHHH ZOMG. I went for the colour awards and it wasnt as long as our schools honours day. We even had a nice reception . :D:D andand me and ningzhen was doing kips on pull-up bars. Then when we were about to go home i saw this SUPER SUPER CUTE GUY. Zomg he's like damn cutee ok??!!! Haahaaa :D:D I dont know what school he was from but he had a green tie, definitely not from raffles. Just came back from dinner. Didnt blog the past few days cause i was 'mugging'?!~ Haha once in a rainbow moon man. Must be really worried for the eoys. :D:D Haha // I shall take a break today? And study alot tomorrow. :D:D Sunday. Hmm there's two things to do. 1. Go watch the national science challenge finals at medial corp. (woohoo jiayou sc and well done) 2. Go for training, hmm i think not?! Lets see how tomorrow's morning training turn out to be, if i screw up for everything. AHHH. ZOMG. Then dying will turn up first in my to do list. Haaaha.

&15 more days to my rightful freedom.
Seeing you again ain't bliss/

2007-09-17T17:59:00.000+08:00

I dont know why whenever i hear the potential breakup song, i would feel kinda happy :D:D ahh i kinda feel alittle slack. Looking at deborah revising so "agressively" ? Haaaha she's so studious. I'm not trying to be innuendo or anything ok? Debdeb's really nicee. Hahaa all the people out there who love me is really nice :D:D Cause its me they love.
:D:D I know why now a days i'm always in a kinda bad mood. Ms sie was showing us this video about Mood food, where they say that what you eat affects your mood. Andand protein is supposingly suppose to make you feel alert, while carbohydrates are supposingly suppose to make you feel relaxed and happy. Chocolates makes you lighten up when your irritatable. Hahaa dont eat loads of veg and fruits so i must eat chocolates. :D:D No wonder i'm in a happy mood now, calista bought loads of cocktails and salard and shove it all to me. That explains all :D:D
Got to go for training soon :D:D Ok i'm really over the moon and this happens only once in a blue moon so be happy with me too :D:D
Chermaine-angelic creature must be really really rich. She just went out of sch today and bought like....7..no 8... no 9 comic books. Most of them were My fair lady which is super super hilarious. Sunako is really really kawaii <3>

&those happy times we had together, became unwanted memories

2007-09-15T14:46:00.001+08:00

&its just euphoric when i'm with you. Do you think its so easy to forget? Baby, there ain't no such magic in this world. I cant just forget you with a flick of my finger.

I hate everything. Nothing good has yet to happen, i guess my good luck just doesnt exist past 24 hours. Its contemporaneous no more, it just really hate. Last night , i fell asleep kinda late and i heard the stupid mutton joke about scgs uniform . I really hope he could show some respect to the uniform. The uniform has a longer history than armpit shavers. So stop insulting it ok? I wonder why he just doesnt stop his stupid verbal insults, plus its broadcast nationwide. Its not even funny at all. Its really dumb. Wiseass. There isnt much to blog about-nothing happened today. Just stoning and stoning. One hour later, still stoning. Two hours later, still stoning. Just took some time off to write this post. Ok going back to stone. Ciao

2007-09-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

Ok i'm really posting at a kinda late time.. I cant get to sleep. It has been in my head for very long. I still just cant make it out why you are like this. Acting all so cool and polite andand nice infront of everyone else. But then again is that what you really are? To others you may be all the goody-two-shoes. But i really understand what you are and what your not. And i'm really disappointed. I dont want to become like, Dont make me like you. Its horrid. I cant believe that i have even been influence, i thought of giving up. I cant i know it. I'm really disappointed in myself and you. I want to turn back the time; and wish that i have never been here. Unhappy in another place rather than to do this. Feeling me with so much regret. I have change yet i have not. So close yet so far. Did you just try wasting your time comforting me again? Its no use anymore. I dont know what this is. ahh bullshit. Load of crap.

School is... !NEWSFLASH: I HAVE CHANGED MY IMPRESSION ON SCGS! Newsflash Newsflash. Art of speech really sucks then again i was scolded yet again. Annoying thing; you shut up :D

2007-09-13T15:37:00.000+08:00

Gosh. I dont know how stupid eutu can get. I LOVE YOU HUIQI.
My little realisations. The chicken wing they sell in our school rocks. LOLs. I'm really really tired today. Luckily there isnt training. The stupid newsflash for lizzie is avast. Damn. She swore that she would never talk to me if i said it out. hahaaaaaha. Hmm what else should i say? Less than three weeks left for eoys? I read more than 10 comics today? Ah! OMGWTFBBQ i just realised that arizir is a class rep.!!! I disdain the fact that arizir is a class rep. Pigs can now fly. What i did not expect to happen for the next 30 years, JUST HAPPENED. I'm hungry =.-'' OK. Off to find food.
EVERYTHING I'M NOT
Oh no
Don't go changing
That's what you told me from the start
Thought you where something different
That's when it all just fell apart
Like you're so perfect
And I can't measure up
Well I'm not perfect
Just all messed up
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not
It's not like I need somebody
Telling me where I should go at night
Don't worry you'll find somebody
Someone to tell how to live their life
Cause your so perfect
And no one measures up
Yeah all by yourself
You're all messed up
I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I seeI don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not
Now wait a minute
Because of youI never knew all the things that I had
Hey don't u get it
I'm not going anywhere with you tonight
Cause this is my lifeI was losing myself to somebody else
But now I seeI don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not
But now I seeI don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
she was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

Best of luck for EOYs. ♥

2007-09-12T16:59:00.000+08:00

My dear eutu: Nobody is perfect. Apparantly you said that i was aHliAn. Haha the pot calling the white kettle black. You are the ahlian, not me. Who are you? You stupid schizophrenia. Stop being a loner like Tan ningzhen. If you really want to scold me, please leave your name there and give it your best shot. No vulgarities please, i dont want my tagboard to be contemplated with your germs and those will be bullshit. I seriously suggest that instead of coming up what to scold me, go dedicate your time in studying for your upcoming exams. See! YOU MADE ME WASTE MY TIME WRITING THIS LETTER. YOU BETTER STOP ALL YOUR CRAP. Are you some loner? Nothing else better to do? I remember on one of your tag about me being ugly. Hey! Nobody here asked for you opinion. It doesnt matter if i'm ugly or not but i have better friends than you. Maybe cause your jealous of my looks cause you look like a bulldog plus frog crossbreed. I really wonder how old you are. If you are in upper secondary , wow. Please stop being so immature. Sc techers has wasted their time teaching you. Of your in lower secondary, grow up man. Stop being so lame. If your in primary school, go home and come back 10 years later. Your really ill-mannered . What have your parents been teaching you? Get a grip on yourself man.

LONG LIVE HUIQI AND CHARMAINE MARN<3

2007-09-11T17:56:00.000+08:00

I simply must reply to eutu: Dear eutu. Your really amazing and amusing. You simply make me want to laugh like crazy. Bwahhaahhaaa. Yeah the l0ser rules ok? I know you love me;D
Hahaaa Slam dunk is real funny. The guy is damn... one word. .... DUMB. Bwahhahahaaah >o< haha I went to united square; united square. With sherilyn yang, amelia, Nat, Alex from 1pr and sherri poh. That sherilyn yang-super rich kid, so ended up eating at pastamania. Now i'm sooo full. Saw Ong wei yee and yenhua. Gross. I met a bunch of wiseass there. Shall not elaborate anymore. We spend quite a couple of time deciding what to buy for tomorrow. Big can of orange juice or not. My mother came down in the end after much persuasion. Heehee , she paid for my lunch. Haaaaaahaaaa. Was about to go home when i realised that there was this song vio computer at the back of the car.
THE WORLD HAS NO JUSTICE MAN . TOTAL UN-FAIRNESS. WHAT KIND OF CRAP IS THIS????!!!! My brother is getting a computer of his own. Its damn freaking cool with a slide-in keyboard and then and then and then the screen is damn clear. PLUS WTH...ITS NEW. My mother had better to increase my allowance to make up for it. Haaha jk but i'm really really jealous. >_< color="#ccccff">

2007-09-10T17:16:00.000+08:00

THREE MORE FREAKING WEEK TO EOYs. Wth i barely studied. Actually i did but you cant freaking compare it when you look at how well meiyin scores. Heres a little convo i had with sarah heah<3 color="#ccccff">justin.heah says:I think sarah rocks.
justin.heah says:LIKE TOTALLY MAN!
justin.heah says:she's like so nice
justin.heah says:and stuff
justin.heah says:and and
justin.heah says:i think
justin.heah says:she's the best
justin.heah says:oh wait..
justin.heah says:everyone thinks so too!
justin.heah says:so whatever! she still rocks. DEAL WITH IT
♔. Myraa says:haha
justin.heah says:and like.. she's totally my idol
justin.heah says:TOTALLY MAN.
justin.heah says:she rocks my ass
justin.heah says:OFF :D
justin.heah says:YAY SARAH!
justin.heah says:i'm gonna tell her how much she rocks on this blog so everyone can read it too and realise that deep inside them. they think the same way
justin.heah says:I'M IN HER FANCLUB BTW :D
♔. Myraa says:...
♔. Myraa says:lol
justin.heah says:OKAY?
justin.heah says:GOODIE!
justin.heah says:PUT THAT ALL IN
Justin heah may be gay but not that gay. Its sarah heah. Schools back and... no comment.. I just realised that slow songs has a depressing effect on me :D Ok i've got some really cute pictures. Enjoy; bye

2007-09-08T20:59:00.000+08:00

wow i destroyed someone's life; niceee:D soooo, whoever the person is, go get a life! Haha this is the last time i'm entertaining your spams. Everyone please ignore it. Thks ^o^. School is reopening. Aww sad. I feel kinda piss at a certain someone. Hahaa thats about all i want to say today .

2007-09-06T20:54:00.000+08:00

DEBORAHS WEBCAM IS DAMN COOL GET IT? DAMN COOL ! OMG OMG && SHE'S SO CUTEE AND CHIOO. OMG I'M LIKE DAMN HAPPY THAT I FINALLY MANAGE TO CONNECT TO A WEBCAM AFTER SOOO MANY FUTILE ATTEMPTS. Since i'm kinda happy today i'm gonna skip the depressing details that happened at training. :D

2007-09-05T16:36:00.000+08:00

HOLY CRAP. My dad came back from hongkong and he bought the whole freaking naruto series and a new bag for me. GAWD THATS JUST SO FREAKING COOL.
Chill; huiqi. Sometime training sucks; bear with it for awhile. Train with me :D i'm the best. Haaha Hahaaa i sprained my elbow today and its hurting like crap. and i'm still down with my flu bug. From arizir foonggggg.
So now, I'm going to take a litte quiz ;p
tagged by lovely Deb! :D
list out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1. Money.
2. Money
3. Meet up with my best friends
4. Shopping spree
5. Money
answer the following questions.
1. the person who tagged you is?
Deborah chan<3
2. your relationship with her is?
Classmate and extremely great friend
3. your 5 impressions of her:
1. Smarty pants
2.Fab dancer
3.Hardworking
4.Always studying
5.Lovely friend
4. the most memorable thing she has done for you?
Loads of stuffs; i love her
5. the most memorable words she has said to you?
Thanks for being such a great friend and listening to all my complaints.
6. if she becomes your lover, you will?
I love her :D...as a friend.
7. if she becomes your lover, things she has to improve on will be?
Nothing? She's fab just the way she is.
8. if she becomes your enemy, you will?
She would never.
9. if she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
Because i did something awfully mean.
10. the most desired thing you want to do for her now is?
Save her from her nemesis
11. your overall impression of her is?
Absolutely hot, sexy and perfect.
12. how do you think people around you will feel about you?
I suck?
13. the character you love of yourself is?
Nothing?
14. on the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
Everything single thing!
15. the most ideal person you want to be is?
Myself. I just love myself for the way i am. Lol i think i'm contradicting.
16. for people that care and like you, say something to them.
I love you loads and thanks.
17. pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:anyone will do. but for the sake of this quiz,
1.Huiqi
2.Xinmin
3.Alexia
4.berbu
5.Alyssa
6.Jieqi
7.Charmaine
8.Meiyin
9.Jac
10.enough! who is no.6 having relationship with?
Erwin? Lol i'm not sure.
is no.9 a male or female?No comment
if no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?no? COUGH COUGH.
How about no.8 and 5?Ehhh, no idea.
what is no.2 studying about?The same thing i'm studying Haha
when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
On msn ytd (:
what kind of music band does no.8 like?
I dont know but i will ask her.
does no.1 has any siblings ?
Yeaps. Two older brothers
will you woo no.3?
No way she's already with dance inspiration.
how about no.7?
Helloo? She's mine already.
is no.4 single?
I dont know and i did ask her to invite me to her marriage.
what is the surname of no.5?
Wee. :D
what is the name of no.10?
... (:
what is the hobby of no.4?
Dont know.
do no.5 and 9 get along well?
Dont know
where is no 2 studying at?
SCGS<3
talk something casually about no.1?I love you. Go training ok?
have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
No.
where does no.9 live at?Dont know, ...
are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Not exactly.?
does no.7 like no.2?
Whats with this pissing problem of the quiz asking all these questions; if your so interested ask them yourselves. zzz
does no.1 have any pets?
Dont know.
is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?More kawaii than sexy(:

2007-09-03T19:57:00.000+08:00

omgwtfbbq i'm sick! I'm down with the freaking flu and now i'm blogging. Ningzhen; i'm not opinionated; i'm just always right. Shoooot, huiqi, my back died. Hurting like freaking shit! Huiqi when are you going for training? I'm dying here Ahhhhhh I'm dying here Ahhhhh maybe if i'm really really sick tmr i might not go for training :D

2007-09-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

Screw giants but thought its like a free roller coaster ride. Well except that for the roller coaster ride is safer cause you know that you wont fly out hit your head and die any moment; well the giants yes, if you slip off at the wrong time. Ahahaaha i kinda love training today. Hey, you guys. My mother and ningzhen are sort of booking the chalet; in addition we are celebrating ningzhen's birthday. Ya you guys can stay over ok? Its probably around the nov 11-14 yep. :D free of charge. Ok; bring all your necessary stuffs and yourself. Haaaha. Big news; training at hwachong everyday from 9-12 none of my business if you go or not. If you really want my honest opinion; you should go. Not for the same reason yenhua is going but to train;

2007-09-01T21:18:00.000+08:00

ya whatever. I dont know if your the one i trust anymore; theres a difference. The wall has became too thick. Its not that i hate you or anything. I'm really really sorry. But dont be; cause your not the only one this is happening to. I dont know why, its just that; your words; your actions pisses me off so. Its that ignorant way of answering my questions. I cannot take it anymore. I really hope that you understand; its not like you need me anymore in the first place. Dont act dumb; just wake up. It should be time already.

2007-08-30T21:42:00.000+08:00

Hey yo; bitches. Look here i dont really give it a damn that my braces color is the same as one of you guys ok? You know who you are. Dont be selfish; your not the only one with that color braces. Ok the day pass by so slowly; kept updating my mp3. Just went to this fashion and bought some clothes. i don't know what i'm going to do about tomorrow; lets just wait and see

2007-08-28T20:33:00.000+08:00

PISS; ANNOYED; GREATLY IRRITATED. What do you expect from a day like mine. I'm so freaking tired and every single freaking time i talk the freaking metal in my braces pokes into the inner side of my cheeks. FUCK man. Ok that was not necessary but ouch. I can't even have a proper meal. No regrets; yes, no regrets. :D I love sarah<3 I love huiqi and Xinmin. Stupid BIGHEAD, did you take huiqi's shirt. Eww i can't stand that blogskin- plus he's a guy, A GUY. Sweet engraved love. Whatever, you gay. Huiqi, Xinmin, I LOVE YOU. :D I'm very depressed. I'm Depressed. I'm deprived! Of? Going out to enjoy myself. Training at hwachong on wed on thurs on fri on sat on sun. ARGHH. Can we exchange, like i seriously want to use the facilities at hwachong. Let exchange. Hwachong can come to sc gym and use the gym there, and in exchange we go hwachong and use the gym plus get mr lim ok? Ok i'm DEPRESS. Fuck and die la.

Doesnt this just remind you of that stupid gay ass?

You probably wont guess where we are

Just admit that i look like a retard.

She's freaking cool<3

2007-08-27T19:14:00.000+08:00

Okay, i think; well, at least for the meantime i will stick to this skin. :D isnt it cool? I was freaking emo in school today- reason being that every single time i spoke, the inner side of my cheeks hurt. And really painful too. It was disasterous, ow ow ow! Anyway i just ate something sour. OwOwOw. I've read the whole of Eclispe already and they still had not touched the part on Bella being a vampire. Quick quick ! I want to know what happen in the end. & i cant bear to see Jacob black with bella. It sounds really sickenng. NO; never let it happen. Bet all the fans around the world would start protesting. ahaha Bella+Edward=THE BEST COUPLE IN THE WORLD. Yes bella; i'm jealous. Ahaha- Jacob sounds so scruffy though. To Huiqi: Hey Love, love ya loads and Be jealous! I read eclispe already. Haha jk. I try to pass it to you later on ok? Theres training tomorrow; andand mrs fern is supposingly treating us to pizza. Hoorayy. Yay; thought i have absolutely no idea how i'm going to chew the pizza down. :D Ningzhen cut her hair short and cute<3>

Your bloody entertainment; My latest obsession.

2007-08-26T13:37:00.000+08:00

Yay, this is so darn cool. I'm back to blogger. Supposingly blogger is going to expect an increase in business again. :D ok. so yea.. I'm heading for training later on at around 2 plus. I miss alexia, and she says that she doesnt want to go for training. NO, ALEX NO. Eclispe is so far the best book i have ever read. Looking forward to breaking dawn. I'm on my 4++ page now. AND EDWARD IS SOO DARN HOT. pffttt. The book is due back to cheryl tomorrow. AWW. Let me keep it for a little while more. Please! haha. Theres a science test tomorrow. How i detest mondays. Oh well, the holidays are here soon-with not much a significance

& I think its no longer all right. Giving up will be the best solution.

2007-08-25T19:49:00.000+08:00

eh helloo?